Breaking Point

Almost snapped today.

Don’t push it too far.

We’ve got a thousand and one things to do so stop bothering us and give us some time.

We’re not your maid, not your servants. We don’t have to clear up your shit and do your work.

Sometimes I wonder why we work so hard, why do we even bother to put in so much effort.

Once I lose it, I’ll just shut down.


Overworked. I just hope the occasional nose-bleed doesn’t mean anything.


“No man is greater than his prayer life. The pastor who is not praying is playing; the people who are not praying are straying. We have many organizers, but few agonizers; many players and payers, few pray-ers; many singers, few clingers; lots of pastors, few wrestlers; many fears, few tears; much fashion, little passion; many interferers, few intercessors; many writers, but few fighters. Failing here, we fail everywhere.” 
― Leonard Ravenhill


19 years, haven’t really done anything worth mentioning. Guess I gotta make the next 19 years better…

Uneventful day. They could have let us booked out earlier. Sometimes they really need to bend the rules lol.


/At least talking to you made my day.


Can’t believe I failed BTT. 44/50. Now what?!


I realise that I’ve been thinking a lot every since I started serving NS.

I’ve probably thought about everything I can think of.

I should get a notebook to write everything down.

I’m tired. So tired.



Somehow it feels like I know what I want.

I just don’t have to courage to go after it.


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